O.o°•"I Am The Author Of My Life"°O.o°•

BebyTeddy Loves BearBi

2010-08-09T13:03:00.001+08:00

ím lσvín єvєrí mσmєnt σf mч lífє wífz вí ... hє lσvєs cαllíng mє вєвчtєddч & í cαllєd hím tєddчвí.. hє's mч swєєtíє píє, mч muffín... í lσvє чσu sαчαng, mσrє thαn чσu єvєr knσw.. αll í wαnt ís чσu, tσ вє clσsєr tσ чσu.. tσ stαч wífz чσu mαkíng чσu hαppч & tαkíng cαrє σf чσu fσrєvєr. í prσmísє tσ вє truє cσs чσu αrє thє σnlí mαn í єvєr sєє.. &

2010-05-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Lets Dance KAro PART 2

After Our Cuzies Short Performance, this is where our aunties & cuzies joined in for another dance number.. 'Mujhse Dosti Karoge Medley' so lets dance karo...!!

2010-05-13T23:18:00.003+08:00

Lets Dance Karo PArt 1

Starring : Zieda.Mizah.Nisa.Nana & Ayu

'' Cuzies Performance - Remix "

Majlis Perkahwinan Nurzalifah & Huzaimi
Date :18 April 2010
Venue: Jelutong CC (Sembawang)

Promise Yourself

2010-02-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

Fast-Forward 2009 - The Memories

2009-12-28T11:29:00.004+08:00

Star Meet : Azhar Sulaiman
Date : 21 12 09
Place : BT Terminal... Singapore!

I was working on that particular dae..in the 3am shift..for KUL flight Tr454..with Kitty....and came this gentleman..a familiar face... its like, i know him..from somewhere or perhaps from a magazine...and BOOM, it hit me...!!! It was Azhar Sulaiman..the Malaysian Actor. He used to be a hero in a few of his films and drama, he said in Malay, " Sepatutnya kite kena checked-in agak2 pukul berapa..? " ... i answered him back politely...and he smiled.. Then i told him if it is possible to have a picture taken wifz him... he said, he would wait for me at the BT Macdonalds...so i slowly sneaked out from my counter and went to meet him but i lost sight of him...Oh well, maybe its not my luck this time... :(

When it was time for me to go to departure gate 10... i saw him at the retail shop..trying new shades...i approached him and he smiled again... We talked for a while... i told him i will meet him at the gate...he agreed...

So during boarding time...he went to me and asked me, "lets take picture.."... haha... one shot..means soo much.. i mean..it was a chance of a lifetime to meet somebody famous... well..
i'm soo happy, that really make my dae... we shook hands...and he told me, " hope to meet u soon.".. i was delighted..wohoo..!! he's a nice person..and all these while, i called him Abang...and he called me Adik... nice!! :)

ZieSha

2009-11-09T02:25:00.001+08:00

2009-10-30T14:59:00.002+08:00

New Updates

I had a lot of fun working in Budget Terminal Airport..all of the staff there have been really helpful and wonderful..its a great place to work in..so far so good! I'm happy... :)

Oh Yes..Yes!!! I'm feeling blessed to have everyone in my life, sharing every moment together and making my world a blast!...
I have a great familyz..loveliest friendz..awesome fiance, coolest cuzies and the most kecohrables big extended familyz members that i know i can count on for life.. so right now,
Everything seems perfect..superb!! Thanked Allah for that.. :)

So till then... i will update something new and interesting.. Daa...!!!

2009-08-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

Group MakeOver Pics....

View It in FB for more...

Thanks To all of these beautiful ladies for a night of fun!!!!!

Mwah!!!

2009-08-04T23:36:00.010+08:00

Zieda's MakeOver 'Vogue'PhotoShoot

Make-Up Artist: Aida

Photographer: Naz Erinaz

I had a fun time doing this shoot .. and had a great time hanging out wifz Naz..Aida..Syara..

Sheril..Fizah..n Munirah..

I Love You All!! Mwah!!

Can't wait to meet u gerlz again.....

And special thanks to Sis.Aida..n Sis.Naz for their magical touch on me.. :D

Tribute To The King Of Pop

2009-06-27T17:19:00.006+08:00

25 June 2009 - Tribute To The King Of Pop

MICHEAL JACKSON a.k.a Mikaeel (1958-2009)

My Familyz Grew Up Listening To His Songs & Watch ed Every Videos Of His From My Dad's MJ Collections. He's A True Legend And A Genious. A World Wide Performer. The Best Entertainer Ever Existed. He May Be Gone But His Music Lives On Forever.

May Allah Blessess His Soul. (InsyAllah)

New Home.

2009-06-23T03:09:00.003+08:00

New Home. New Life. New Beginning.

Alhamdullilah, thanked Allah for the smooth moving to our new home in Bedok Reseivoir. I think it's really well-furnished place to live. I love it & like it! I also need to thanked all my mum's familyz side & Bi for helping out. Appreciate it lots.

In the meantime, I'm busy decorating my room.. hopefully it will be ready soon. :)

So i'm pretty occupied right now..
it's really near to Bi's place so I'm soo happy to be near him & soo close to him.. We can chill out at each other house more often & go on a dates frequently. Our homes are likes our 2nd home to each other so thats kinda of cool. Haha!

''Happy Fathers Day 21 June 2009''

2009-06-23T02:50:00.002+08:00

To The Best Dad In The World : Abdul Rahim Bin Yaacob

"The greatest gift I ever had Came from God, and I call him Dad!"

Sesungguhnya Ayahku Adalah Seorang Wira Bagi Kami Semua Kerana Tanpa Ayah Hidup Tidak Lengkap & Bermakna."

"Wishes5609"

2009-06-05T15:35:00.006+08:00

Wishing For Another Year Of Laughter,Joy & Fun & Surprises, Love & Happiness. May I Be Succesful In Life. It's Time To Chase My Dreams & Make It Happen.

It's The Nicest Feeling To Turned 24 Today - June 5 2009. Thanking Everyone In FB,Friendster & My Friendz, Familyz & Fiance (Bi) For The Wishes. Waiting To Celebrate It Wifz My Familyz, Cuzies & Bi Soon.

Lotsa Love To All Of You. And Wishing EveryOne Of You Out There A Happy Birthday To All The June 5 Peeps!!

[Only]for[My]Bi(Yem Alok)

2009-05-29T15:28:00.005+08:00

[Only]for[My]Bi(Yem Alok)

I Love You Enough To Fight For You, Compromise For You And Sacrifice Myself If Need Be.
Enough To Miss You Incredibly When We Are Apart, No Matter What Lenght Of Time It's For And Regardless Of The Distance.
Enough To Believe In Our Relationship, To Stand By It Through The Worst Of Times, To Have Faith In Our Strenght As A Couple, And To Never Give Up On Us.
Enough To Spend The Rest Of My Life With You, Be There For You When You Need Or Want Me, And Never, Ever Want To Leave You Or Live Without You.
I Love You This Much.

Bi.. Listen! I'm Just Gonna Fall In Love Only Once Cos I Want Nobody But You!

☆''Happy Mother's Day"☆

2009-05-09T17:41:00.005+08:00

To The Best Mum: Mami Suraya Bte Ashiko Hussein

Thank You For All Your Warmth, Love & Affection.

Wrapping you with all my love as you have done for me all those years.

"Ibu Kaulah penawar bagi setiap kedukaan & penyeri dalam hidupku.

Sesungguhnya syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu, itulah kebenarannya."

☆ỵẼm & žїÈĎą☆

2009-05-09T17:04:00.014+08:00

[Y][E][M]n[Z][I][E][D][A]

"Be With Someone Who Knows What They Have When They Have You."

"Loving You Is The 2nd Best Thing, Finding You Is The 1st."

☆Broken Friendship ☆

2009-04-30T15:45:00.014+08:00

[BRoken FrIeNdShIp: CraZyMimiTedDy ]

Dedicated this blog to someone i used to know.. CrazYmImItEdDy
"There comes a point in your life when you realised who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will.
So don't worry about the ppl in your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to the future."

The Story...

In e past some mistakes were made & misunderstanding btwn Lala & I occured. There's always so much tension & coldness in our relationship right from e start. We can't stop fighting, always disagree on everything & it's like we lost every communications & connections wifz each other. As a result, we drifted miles apart. Sometimes at the heat of the moment, we say something we didn't mean to & I realised that emotions such as anger & ego totally brings out the worse in ppl. And w/o trust, love & respect..nothing will last.

It's complicated becos this is e first time i have a tiff wifz someone. Maybe we were immature becos we let our problem affect our friendship but i've to say that we are both responsible for our own actions, & it's just not right to blame only me for the cause of this commotion. I admit i have my part in that.

There's heartache, there's anger but deep down there's love inside our heart that we reserved for one another.. So it's forgiven & forgotten, it's history.. what's past is past. No use dwelling on it.

The Solutions..

We are not allowed to contact or keep in touch wifz each other, & we've both agreed that we will keep out of each other lives for good. For me, it's meaningless to be so-called friendz if we can't tolerate wifz one another bad ways, might as well we treat one another as complete stranger & in my opinion, this is the best way to solved our problems. Afterall, i don't want things btwn us to get worse so it's better to stop being friendz as there's no other options. I never regret whatever i've said on my part becos i'm just a human being & i'm not perfect either but i've learned from my mistakes & wifz experience comes maturity. I move on & I get on wifz my life leaving the past behind.

The End...

Regardless of whatever has happened btwn us, i will always hold onto the great memories of us two,we do had some good moments together & i like to stick to that, & from e bottom of my heart, I wish her well.

" Hope there's no hard feelings or grudge inside our hearts, I still loves you as a dear friend & respect you as a person, so deep here you mean as much to me as other ppl. Just don't forget what we used to have. "

And as far as I'm concerned, on my side of the story..
I've no issues with her anymore.

And if Mimi & I really wants to be friendz again, there's so much things to repair in order to make it works. But I give up trying to fixed it becos she has no interest to revive this 5 years of friendship.

Finally, There's no more pointless dramas,tension,lies or betrayal.

In my case, I never regret something or someone that once makes me smile or cry.

For me every friendz has it own values so i treasure my relationship with everyone very much.

☆Familyz Performance ☆

2009-04-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

Date: 22 December 2008
Event: Aizah's Wedding.

☆100% Me☆

2009-04-17T15:06:00.005+08:00

[100% Me]

June 5 1985(Intellectual.Witty.Communicative.)

In a World Where You Can Be Anything, Just Be Yourself..

I've made mistakes in my life. I've let ppl take advantage of me, and i accepted way less than i deserved. But i've learned from my bad choices and eventhough there are some things, i can never get back and ppl who never be sorry. I'll know better next time that i won't settle for everything less than i deserved.
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I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I am out of control and hard to handle at times but if you can't handle me at my worst then you can sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

I can be clumsy, stupid and my hair is in a mess, my make-up smudge sometimes and i burped alot but perhaps all these flaws make me perfectly imperfect and that just me, and i'm happy being that gerl cos that just the way i am.

I'm a simple gerl, not hard to impress .. I love doing every little things & making nothing to something. I spent most of my time reading novels & loves to shop.

I can't promise i can solve your problems but i can promise you won't have to face them alone.

So unless you've live my life. Don't judge me becos you don't know, never have & never will know every little things & details about me.

" I won't mess with your head or play with your heart becos i'm a real gerl and i finish where i start."

"I'm the type of gerl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile. The type of gerl who is willing to brighten up your day even if i can't brighten my own."

Times Have Changed and So Am I. I'm not the Gerl You Used To Know So Don't Act Like You Know Me.

God gave me Serenity to accept the things i cannot change and the Courage to change the things i can, and the Wisdom to know the difference.

Here one little secret, perhaps ppl who don't know me would think i'm quiet. Ppl that knows me wish i was . :)

I'm a good gerl wifz a lot of bad habits. :-)

I'm willing to take a risk, take a chance & breakaway.

God shows me the way becos the devil is trying to break me down.

I don't forgive ppl becos I'm weak. I forgive them becos I'm strong enough to understand that everyone makes mistakes.

Like every one else, pink is my favorite color. I also believe true loves comes once in a lifetime and always hopes to have my own familyz one day and to live happily ever after with the one Allah have set for me to love and gives all of me to him.

There's nothing fake about me except my eyelashes.

I keep my head up & never give up on my dreams.

And i'm trying hard to be a good person, friend, daugther, cousin, lover and grandchild and hopefully the best mum, wife and daugther to both my familyz & in-laws.I also wish to be a good muslim. I'm fighting my inner demons to make an angel out of me so that when the times comes i'll be able to look back and smile at the way i has become.

And that's the gerl i always want to be.

☆It's Our Anniversary☆

2009-04-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

It's our 9th Years Anniversary

Here we are taking a long walk together, laughing, giggling, running and making stupid faces at each other.
Then the way you piggy me on your back was soo overwhelming, it's fun!
We just can't stop looking, touching, romancing, squeezing and kissing with one another.
It's like we were in our little own world where only the two of us exist, just like a dream.
Bi kept whispering to my right ear, "I Love You Soo Much Teddy,I Just Love You Too Much."and he continued giving me a peck on my
cheeks,forehead, nose, eyes and lips, just like he always do.
It feels so good to have someone who loves you this much.
I hope this feeling will never have to end bcos being with you is like having my wishes come true.
I hold onto his hand tightly as if i was telling him, "i will never let go" and kiss his hand as a way of my respect, just like i always do.
Our relationship has the up and down, a lot of little fight, big argument and crazy moments.
There's heart ached, there's anger but deep inside there's soo much love in our hearts that makes the ties btwn us stronger.
And our willingness to fights to keep our love alive takes a huge step to be where we are today.
With time,,there's always something to look forward everyday with you.
You captures my heart, and never fails to please me.
You treat me like a lady and keep me grounded, You protect me at all times and defended me at all cost.
Bi, you crawl up in the corner and surprised me every time i was down or in a bad mood.
You managed to clear away my sadness and cheer me up with your uniqueness and creative ideas
Bi, You steal my heart right away when i saw you 9 years ago and for the very first time in my life,
I believe in true love does exist in this real world.
I am proud to have you here with me..
It's only been a few years we have known each other but i know how much you mean to me.
I always had butterflies in my stomach whenever you are around me.
With you i feel safe and secure, like i have no cares or worries to think about,
becos of you and the way you act just make me feel soo blessed and happy.
I love every little things that you do, i adore you Bi, you're my Crazy Bi..
The man of my dreams, my 1st love and only lover i want to grow old with.
"Ain't No Other Man For Me,
I Will Only Loves Bi, Now And For As Long As I Live."
That's my vow of promises i have made.
We promise to be faithful to one another and never let anyone else to break us apart
And we have faith in this love and i hope our love stands strong forever. (Amin!)
InsyAllah..

Bi (Yem Alok), Happy 9th Years Anniversary Sayang.!
Teddy (Zieda Lolo) Loves You Soooo Much..

02 April 2001 -

☆The Heart That Said It All☆

2009-04-12T14:17:00.006+08:00

Lovers Since 2 Apr 2001
Lying on my bed. Tears falling down my face. Praying to Allah that our love don't fade away.
Cause with u, I can't live without. No matter what we go through. I'll love u forever and mo.

Sweetheart, I want u to be in ur arms. I want to feel ur touch. I want ur lips on mine
for i love u veri much. U're always on my mind & I'm thinking of u everi time.
Want to let u know, my heart is where ur love lies.

I Just Want To Grow Old Wifz You.